Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Soul Sisters and Metaphysical Misters


 When I feel a connection with someone- anyone- on a soul level, I tend to get almost obsessed with the person. Like I *need* to spend time with them to be happy. Why is that? I'm not sure. It isn't like I am in love with them, or anything like that...I just...need them. It's like how, when my mother is gone from the house for a long time, I tend to develop a panicky, foreboding feeling. When I do not spend an adequate amount of time with the person/people that I feel a soul connection with, I start to feel that way again. Part of it could be the season... or that I do not have really any real life contact with people on a regular basis. I just know that, for the sake of my sanity, and for my friendships, this must change.
  I need to learn to make my own happiness. I can, to a point. But it is very dependent on others, or on a certain activity. I will start tonight. I can't live like this anymore...
   
   ~ Lady Liberty